One Chance

this morning i was awaken by Ace Running up and down through the Apartment saying " Im maxxx trippin"

- I roll over and watch her-

She say's "Shareee im Maxx Trippin . . . My Final! "

I ask " when is your Final "

she replies " 9:30 "

i grab my phone from my side, only to see that it was then 9:35

smh

and i know this final is for either computer programing or Math 3a.

Two classes which she's been studying tremendously for. 

its a shame how sometimes we work soooo hard for a certain something. Give it all of our time and attention, only to turn around and make the slip up of the YEAR :/. And all our efforts are declared null. 

well for her sake, i hope her professor isnt like most.

they dont give a **** what your circumstance is.

They dont care that the reason your so late, is because you were up ALL night for the past 3 weeks studying for HIS/HER test. and just happened to sleep a little longer than planned.

That you've been on time to class every single class meeting prior to this one.

You find this happening else where other than school with your professors.

It happens everyday with, Jobs, RELATIONSHIPS, and FRIENDS. 

Okay

Im Back.

and my 17 units are now 15 units. lol. 

I just couldn't do two night classes in a row. 

my issue right now . . .

trying to find somewhere to live here in SB.

by Friday Though :/

Wish me luck.

trust

Now usually you hear the story about a girl who's father either wasn't there or treated her horribly, resulting in her developing a trust problem. She finds it hard to trust anyone nor get close to anyone. Especially males, for she fears just like her father, they will walk out on her or mistreat her.

I feel as if I have that same problem, in REVERSE.

Its like, me and my daddy have the most open and loving realationship I think is possible w.out moving the realationship into the disrespect catagory.

So I figure this in turn has allowed me to put my trust in everyone w.out really knowing what I'm getting myself into and later, ending up tremendously HURT. But even after whatever maddness they bring into my life, I continue to trust them until they damn near kill my heart off. And then even so, ill still love them.

So is this a problem?

Yes.

I would never say I'd go back and change me and Daddy's realationship to better my judgement when it comes to trust.

But I do wish I had more (ruth-less-ness) running through my veins
Or
That I'd start meeting a better quality of people.

Either way I really would find it hard to change who I am.

That being said,
I have nothing but love for this world and the people in it :)

Peace.

new

i feel myself evolving into a whole new character.

some say "You should never change yourself for anything" . but i feel if we never change ourselves not one bit for all of our lives, we will never grow. we will just be stuck. Stuck on bad habits, even stuck on good ones, and even that becomes boring. you should want to develop new good habits and experience new joys. go on different adventures. not just the same ol ones. 

This is not on that whole "I'm acting brand new" tip. I'm not going to start changing my attitude to " eff the world, I'm just on this earth to please me" its more of, i must never put anyone in priority over myself. i must not do things that make me cry behind closed doors, just to see another face smile. i must not set aside things that i take a liking to, just because it isn't enjoyed by others. 

At the moment i am at total peace w. myself mind body and spirit wise. and i plan on keeping it that way. I must eliminate anything that isn't beautiful nor brings me joy. Bad energy is so powerful that it could kill. 

i gotta live people. I gotta live.

Not really sure which way to go

MAYBE I SHOULD TAKE IT SLOW . . .

but

life is definitely to short for slow-pace living

Vroommm ! peace:)

Sharee discovers the world

Okay so ive been blessed w. a rare opportunity

so im going to take advantage of it.

so i came up w. this idea just now, because i was reflecting on how wonderful it was for me to be able to venture off to Hawaii in June, now in July im going to New York. so i was wondering like why stop there? Why not go somewhere every month? New York was one of the main places i wanted to go . . lol and so was Hawaii. But id also like to Travel to St.Louis, Atlanta, D.C, and Miami( which im already scheduled to go to, next summer w. my dear friend Chris) and then after 13 or 14 destinations within the the USA, i want to travel outside of the country, Brazil being one of the main ones. Then somewhere in Africa. Paris, Milan, Guatemala, Australia . . at least 1 place in each continent minus Antarctica, im cool on all that. ohh and Amsterdam:) just because. 

its always been my dream to travel the world. now i can do it:) . 

Stay posted for NY pics coming within one week.

no weakness

Why the hell am i so weak minded thou.

Like im supposed to be going and getting my new life on track. Like away from my so called comfort zone.

But what's a comfort zone if i find my self being at a dis-comfort every one or two weeks?
i gotta go man, this is getting ridiculous

who am i? Im Sharee Hughes♥

and i refuse to be under the control of someone else mentally. i refuseeee.

how am i to follow, if i was born to lead?

time to lead. follow meee

who am i fooling ?

okay so my mind is wishy washy i guess. i wanna stay in Santa Barbara. BAD. so today im running around trying to find a job.

Sharee's advice for today:

Anything worth having is worth fighting for.
-especially when its a lio monkey-
lol . trust me

peacee.

Update.

okay so the whole roommate thing didnt work out lol .
so now i have the apartment all to my self again . ( Lucy refuses to come home )

Speaking of home . .
im going back there . As in LA .
some would call me defeated . but i dont think so.
i look at it as : i made a wrong turn back there somewhere , but now im going to fix it.
Keep MYSELF in mind alwaysss
LA here i come baby, i missed youu :-*

Much love to SB though. ive had some awesome times out here. . . thats all ill say :)
made some great new friends too.
you will FOR SURE catch me out here for halloween.


On another note im headed to Philly then New York City on Saturday.
Excited Muchoo :) .
Being Sweet and Nice really does pay of in the long run .
Can you say unlimited trips for the year :)

well for now . . .
Peaceee :)

been gone for a whileee .

but im back for sure , i must keep you posted on whats happening this summer :)

July 5th so im in my mid-summer stage , 

Whats been happening ?

Well still no job :( , i got dropped from summer classes :) .

Chillin w. Lucy most of the time .

W. Chuck the rest of the time .

Haven't party'd that much YET :) . 

watch out for the new show right here on blogspot . 

haven't made a url for it yet 

but its called iROOMIES

Starring Ree(me) , Lucy , Joe & , Nic

stay posted for that info :)

4 SBCC students

1 , 1 bedroom apt

3 months of comedy :)

umm Hawaii was great , 6 days and 5 nights of beauty , check out my facebook for pictures .

find me in Miami next summer .

i missed Lucy's Party , and Camping . but i wont miss anything else . Promise . Ay britney , im theree on the 17th , already ON :) .

thats enough . peaceee :)

Ree♥ Lucy♥ Brooke♥

turnt^ :)

okay soo .

this lady is spectacular , wonderful , and she can sell salt to  snail . 

My mama is the definition of a strong black woman . 

but i do have one question . why the heck is does she still look like this at 37 ?!

if this is how ill look , fast forward me now yo !

cant sleep .

smh

i havee noo love for hoes

i do swear

a hoe will stay a hoe

and i dont care 

that they're all around

and my type is rare

i have no love for hoes

i DO swear .

finally

lulu & Vee coming home tomorrow . its about timeeee .

i've been turnt the eff down 

+ im tired of jerk music :P

lmaooo .

IM A JERK for reallll

its summer time , lets act like it .

 

Happy Birthdayyy to you :)

Ravonte & Rhody

P.S nooo they are not twins

when will it end ?

from idiotic bloggers to no life prank callers 

where will it end ?

i really wish people would leave Sharee Hughes and Christopher Sanchez alone , i mean isnt it enough to all you envyUS :) ,  low lifes that they are no longer together ? of course not you have to try and kill off the peace that remains between them by lying and using your sources to dig up bull shit that happened a longgg time ago , and claim that it was you who got special attention from his pretty princess . lol boy(s) stop . please stop being immature . pleasee save yourself humiliation . all they do after your attempts , is laugh it all off and go eat taco bell . lmfao . get over it . 

burnn ruberrr ♥

yo i really wannna get my licence now .
get a fast carr , make it flashy to the max
and raceeee :)

to be continued . . .

why lie ?

why must you be such a silly little man ?

"im going to king drew's prom w. this girl , shitt why not ? she's paying for everything !"

lmao , you are definitely at the movies w. tiffany tucker .  lol 

we are all grown here . why lie ? 

just laughing

it used to be im either on some sweet ish or some beef ish .

now, in this day & time the same thing translates into : either some WEAK ish or some REE shit .

lol you live and you learn and i promise you sharee will never make the same mistake .

niggas is crazy i swear . . all three of them . .
im the best alive .
too bad i cant be a sweetheart , that phase was kinda cool .

lets see how this new chapter in my book plays out .

no remorse . just giggles
oh it may APPEAR to be something , but its really not . trust me :)
i know you will hate me for sureee , your boyfriend is gonna love me though .


oh yea . free that nigga juice .

peace

lulu .

lol . i definitely couldnt ask for a more compatible roommate . she's 5'2 with the heart & of a 7 foot dude . . . never have i said " lulu lets . . . " and have her decline . she's also as clean & organized as me ( r a r e ) . . . 

we both hate hoes . especially the thirsty Double D ones . we love to laugh with each other and also laugh at YOU . if i dont like you , she definitely does NOT like you . as a matter of fact . if i dont like you , SHE wants to fight you . . . she definitely pushes my boundaries , her mission is to some how break this square that ive been stuck in for a little over a year now . . . 

shes wild yo . i love her . . . oh and did i forget to mention we were born on the same day ! June 23 , 1990 . . 19th birthday party coming soonnn . it WILL be a unforgettable event i promise .  

1st & foremost

i hate hoes .

dumb hoes , nasty hoes , dirty hoes , thirsty hoes .

zaca hoes , figg hoes

turnt up & turnt down hoes  

UC HOES , cal state hoes , CC hoes , historically black college hoes , trade school hoes , drop-out hoes 

Football hoes , Baseball hoes , Volleyball hoes , swim team hoes , track team hoes , Basketball hoes ( wait , nah they cool )

lying ass , ugly ass , youu wish i would ever let you come in my home ( in LA or SB ) , calling me nicknames i aint never agreed to , live at home w. yo mama , " ima get a car soon and drive up there" probably still aint got it ,  been on me since 10th gradeee  a s s    h o e s .

and i dont give a fuck .

you do ?

fight me then hoe .

or send your homegirl , wife , sister whoeverrr .

no matter who you is miss , you can get the business !