trust

Now usually you hear the story about a girl who's father either wasn't there or treated her horribly, resulting in her developing a trust problem. She finds it hard to trust anyone nor get close to anyone. Especially males, for she fears just like her father, they will walk out on her or mistreat her.

I feel as if I have that same problem, in REVERSE.

Its like, me and my daddy have the most open and loving realationship I think is possible w.out moving the realationship into the disrespect catagory.

So I figure this in turn has allowed me to put my trust in everyone w.out really knowing what I'm getting myself into and later, ending up tremendously HURT. But even after whatever maddness they bring into my life, I continue to trust them until they damn near kill my heart off. And then even so, ill still love them.

So is this a problem?

Yes.

I would never say I'd go back and change me and Daddy's realationship to better my judgement when it comes to trust.

But I do wish I had more (ruth-less-ness) running through my veins
Or
That I'd start meeting a better quality of people.

Either way I really would find it hard to change who I am.

That being said,
I have nothing but love for this world and the people in it :)

Peace.