new

i feel myself evolving into a whole new character.

some say "You should never change yourself for anything" . but i feel if we never change ourselves not one bit for all of our lives, we will never grow. we will just be stuck. Stuck on bad habits, even stuck on good ones, and even that becomes boring. you should want to develop new good habits and experience new joys. go on different adventures. not just the same ol ones. 

This is not on that whole "I'm acting brand new" tip. I'm not going to start changing my attitude to " eff the world, I'm just on this earth to please me" its more of, i must never put anyone in priority over myself. i must not do things that make me cry behind closed doors, just to see another face smile. i must not set aside things that i take a liking to, just because it isn't enjoyed by others. 

At the moment i am at total peace w. myself mind body and spirit wise. and i plan on keeping it that way. I must eliminate anything that isn't beautiful nor brings me joy. Bad energy is so powerful that it could kill. 

i gotta live people. I gotta live.